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I honestly think that the boys in All Time Low will never change. Its like they’ll be 80 still making dick jokes. Haha

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Even Robots Need Blankets

It happens every time
If it counts I’ll lose my courage when I need it the most
Then it comes crawling up after
Begs me to ask her what I already know

Singing “Oh, love get me out of the cold”
If I’d promise that I take you there with me
Would you go,
I found, in one step, I’ll get closer to heaven than you’ll ever know
You may never know

Feel it out again,
Go and try to be your man when there’s a gun to your head
After you’ve found out your “good enough” wasn’t good enough for everyone else

Singing “Oh, love get me out of the cold”
Pull me right up by the fire and I’ll show you what home means now
The words came with a new kind of sadness
They meant everything, you mean everything to me

I’ll take the first train out of this town
With a glare in my eye and my pockets full, ready to die
And when I get hazy I will think just maybe you’re out there somewhere

Singing “Oh, love get me out of the cold”
If I’d promise that I take you there with me
Would you go,
I found, in one step I’ll get closer to heaven than you’ll ever know
You may never know

Singing “Oh, love get me out of the cold”
Pull me right up by your fire, and I’ll show you what home means now
The words came with a new kind of sadness
They meant everything, you mean everything to me

Even Robots Need Blankets by Mayday Parade

courtneylovedcobain:

mcr videos in vcr (inspired by x)

Scared and Scarred

I have reached the point in my life where I find everything very troublesome and quite ironic. I used to be very sure with my direction for my life - that I would be going to take up a college course that would be the foundation for another degree. See, I;m not sure with that anymore. I’m not sure if this would be the path that would make me happy -because in my early years in this pathetic life, I’ve learned that I need to be happy with what I do in order to attain peace within myself. I am no longer sure if I want this anymore. I’m not sure if this would make me happy. If I’m gonna want to do this for the rest of my life. Would I hate myself if I won’t act now? If I don’t stop this or what? I have no fucking clue at fucking all.

To be very honest, I love being alone so much. So much, that I am already good at being alone -that I already tend to forget that I am supposed to have relationships and engagements other than myself. I love being alone so much that people around me aka ‘friends’ are already forgotten and under-appreciated -which of course is considered bad because of this whole ‘talk-to-other-people’ protocol that we have,

I am about to leave….very soon. I am more than excited to leave this shithole of a place that I am in. I am excited to start a new life in new land with a whole new set of opportunities for me. I have been expressing my excitement to leave way too much but I don’t care. This place is very beautiful and mysterious. This place will hold a different destiny for me. It will lay out a whole new map for my life. Where I can be myself freely -with no judgments and shit.  And maybe….just maybe… I’ll find love in this place.. just maybe. I guess I’m too excited to leave that I have forgotten how my friends would feel when I leave. 

I’ve taught myself to stay unattached to anyone because people change -whether we like it or not, may it be for the good or bad. I’ve taught myself to be independent and not depend on people. I’ve taught myself to not talk to anyone whenever I have shit and I am more than contented with that. See, I don’t like depending on people because people leave….all the time. ‘Cos at the end of the day all I have is myself and that has to be enough. I have to learn these because I’ve done too much damage on myself for trusting and attaching myself to people who aren’t even worth it at the first place.

I am always better off alone and I have nothing against it but sometimes I just drop everything I do and realize I’m all alone. And that’s scary…. I love being alone but I hate being lonely… As my favorite song goes - 

"I’m scared to get close; I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all"

I need to find my own soul. ( If I still have one)

Once in a lifetime chance to take a picture with Mayday Parade and I look retarded. ;n;

Once in a lifetime chance to take a picture with Mayday Parade and I look retarded. ;n;

Father father tell me where have you been….. #atrophyfatherstrophyson #sws #sleepingwithsirens

Father father tell me where have you been….. #atrophyfatherstrophyson #sws #sleepingwithsirens

Gerard “Sass Queen” Way #mcr #mychemicalromance #sass #sassqueen #gerardway #bitchplease #peasant #ew #louistomlinson #butthurt #lol #betterthanonedirection #oops #sorrynotsorry #bands #bandheroes #bandkid #fangirl

Gerard “Sass Queen” Way #mcr #mychemicalromance #sass #sassqueen #gerardway #bitchplease #peasant #ew #louistomlinson #butthurt #lol #betterthanonedirection #oops #sorrynotsorry #bands #bandheroes #bandkid #fangirl

"I know I’ve got my problems and it starts with me" #vsco #vscocam #maydayparade #monstersinthecloset #walkman #sony #vintage #bands #bandkid #potd #photooftheday

"I know I’ve got my problems and it starts with me" #vsco #vscocam #maydayparade #monstersinthecloset #walkman #sony #vintage #bands #bandkid #potd #photooftheday

Oh calamity #vscocam #vsco #books #potd

Oh calamity #vscocam #vsco #books #potd

"It’s one of those rare days that you feel genuinely happy and free. A rare day when you didn’t want to disappear." #roadtrip #potd #photooftheday #botd #nature #bokeh

"It’s one of those rare days that you feel genuinely happy and free. A rare day when you didn’t want to disappear." #roadtrip #potd #photooftheday #botd #nature #bokeh